So, What should be my goodnight note!!!!?

Of late, I am just wondering, where am I going to land myself in Life?

There is this sea of thoughts waiting to surge upon me as soon as I restore myself to the calmest hours of the day- me and my mind and the alluring sleep.

So my landscape varies from me -being the most outstanding student in the class, secretly struggling in Maths, but manages to be in the cream of the class.

-from me being the calm and the reserved girl who has only few real friends(being learnt the biggest lesson on friendship in her younger days).

-from me being the survivor of the drastic and worst phase of my life(Intermediate).

-from me being the......

I think this is not going to be the summary of my life as of now, let me write it sometime later, when it is going to end :P

So, I am just concerned about whether I have to wish myself that the best days are yet to come or to be strong while amidst the storm, because I m not sure if this phase of my life ends.

It's just me,

Harika.

Thoughts..Ending or Beginning!!!???

2015...So this is how it ended.
The year which I thought will be the biggest challenge and the to toughest to live by - just passed away!

With broken dreams and a struggle to overcome, with friends who wanted me to get back and the hope - which evaded me so far.

So, I found my biggest hope in the words of someone who just wanted  to see me being myself and win over life  -not by the mere astrological predictions but by walking against the stars.

So, this wanna be writer,a blogger,avid reader,creative art pursuer and a passionate searcher for the inner meaning of life - here I am , with lots of hope, not on the people I have met,not on the people who belong to the past, not on the people who walked away slowly, not on the people who stayed and supported and not on the people who are still there - its only on , one and  only "ME" . I am not going to let you down dear! All set to face the world again.

So that moment when the world started celebrating the dawn of the new year at 12'o clock, all I m left with is just a blank mind - which does not want to wish anyone,which cannot think of at least one person who meant everything other than my parents,which just wanted to see the night sky endlessly in search of the iridescent cloud of stars and galaxies which holds my life in its entirety and eternity, just with my naked eyes as if they are the tools to find the meaning of life! "That Moment" I felt I m complete!

Yours Eternal Free Spirit
Harika