New Dimensions!

Dear All,
 
As we discover new dimensions to the universe we live in, an individual is always stumbled upon the
urgent requirement of discovering the new dimensions he has to have, in leading this enormously  complex yet, seemingly so simple Marathon called Life.
In my endless endeavor to improvise myself, in leading life more productively,
I hear, I seek ,I am always in search of Wisdom in various forms.

In one search seek, got these:
It makes you complete
Only If you can with held the sorrow that has build up inside without dropping a tear,
Only If you can hold back the enormous happiness ,
Only If you can laugh it off the intense pain without showing it in your eyes

Seems so easy but so intense to practice.

P.S: Hope I would make it.

Always Honest,
Harika.

Start all over Again!

Since the days I started to think and write my mind, I always use to reiterate a line to myself.That....It's never too late to start over again...

To start up new even though you are deviated a lot...

Found some similar but great verse in one of the movies I recently saw.

For what it's worth, its never too late.

To be whoever you want to be.

There is no time limit,start whenever you want.

You can change or stay the same.There are no rules for this thing.

We can make the best or worst of it. Hope you make the best of it.

Hope you see things that startle you.

Hope you feel things that you never felt before.

Hope you meet people with a different point of view.

Hope you live a life you are proud of.

If you find, you are not...

Hope you have the courage to start all over again.

P.S: Sharing the same lines from the movie.#encouraging.

My Hibernate Hangout!

I find people say they are back to blogging and they hope to continue this time and all that stuff.
I really don't see a need to say so.

Blogging may be your hobby. It may be your past time. It need not be a report to someone.
I am someone who fall in to this category who has been struggling with my own life and almost forgot that I have a blog.

I used to love blogging. My favorite past time and an evidence to my lovely pursuit of Writing.

I always wanted to write a lot. I wanted to express everything in words. From the irritated feeling you get when you are commuting in a busy thoroughfare to the divine feeling you get when you find love.

And I wanted to be Special, without getting lost in the runway of Life.

P.S: So, this is to all girls who  felt like me.Don't ever get lost.Find yourself and regain your radiance.

Absolutely Mine,
Harika.

Creative Clarity!

It was many days since I made a post.My favorite past time was long forgotten and left over.The only reason which held me back is the lack of clarity, as I am mired in a pool of ideas,thoughts and emotions.

Being an emotional person inherently,I always strive for betterment-to win over myself,my inabilities,my feelings. In that process I go too personal-not able to share anything with anyone on this earth.But my mom is the only exception.She is there with me at all thresholds of my life.She always tries to be a better mould for me.She is my everything.

"With Great Confusion comes Great Clarity."

In my Life's whirlwind of challenges & the need to evolve,knocking at my doorstep....
It's Me signing off,back to my endless endeavor for betterment.

2States!

Episode - Emotions in Life!!!

Emotions tickling, at the same time warning!

Feelings undulating, yet going numb!

Words spurring,but ceasing before they are out!

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What Not!

 

My Life always has two sets for me:One sets me High and another Low.

Between these two states , I lay unable to contradict,unable to be submissive.

 

"Life Exciting, at the same time Challenging".

 

My Shadow Page!

Technically speaking,a "shadow page" is a temporary storage space in a particular software system.The Other day,when I m surfing  through my daylight dreams,it suddenly flashed to me that, each one of us have shadow page in our own dream system.The technicality of this is-the content of this will be changing as fast as RAM.The content is nothing but the people upon whom we will have CRUSH.

                So When do these pages get in to the permanent storage area of our system-the heart?

               When all your dreams are no longer stupid,

               When all your desires have someone to target,

               When all your dangling threads combine to form a bond with that someone...On that day,you will know the final image which is going to take the permanent storage in your heart.

P.S:Hope everyone find theirs as quick as possible:-)

Still Water.........

Whatever decisions I took considering everyone around me,are hurting me over and over again.I still don't know what I want.

What I want either eludes me or I have to undergo mental trauma with those I have.I couldn't decide on certain things.May be God is planning a special road for me.I want happiness.I don't want to be broken.I want to be flexible enough to accept whatever comes my way.I want myself to be, like "Still water".

Can you digest?

Maturity is the understanding you get out of your perception of people and situations around you.Its fine to have it well rounded, even as per the international standards.What if it  outgrows itself?What if the baby plant gets ready to criticize on the mother plant itself?Can you digest it?I am unable to do so.Suggest me if you can...

A Way Back!

Here I am,after exposing myself to turmoil,thinking,solitude,irritating situations,confused ideals,conflicting ideas,seclusion,loneliness  and 

a lot of thinking,thinking,thinking which practically lead to nowhere but psychologically given me a million directions to lead my LIFE.

Practically all the issues that approached me tested me in myriad possible ways.

Whether I can manage them or not is left to my patience,my attitude and ME.

 People,who were on their own ways hit me with their lives.Is it possible,you may think?But It is,surely if they are very important in your life.Another pitiful experience is being taught by all the persons on the way.As if I don't know HOW TO DEAL?

Why do you think so much???

This is the constant question I am bombarded with each and every time an issue arises.A Simple smile can skip the answering,but the inner me struggled through out and I found the answer.

It is ME.I am the answer for all this pestering.I have to deal with it.The processor in me should be interrupted when it gives unnecessary outputs.The way I speak,I give out the words to the person listening to it is the ultimate thing I have to monitor.Extra Care is required because yesterday I went on without this realization on to the brink of losing my closest friend.God, I am soaked in to an eternal silence marking the regret and the immediate need to evolve.I wanted to cry out loudly to prove that I haven't done that on purpose,to prove that I am not that narrow minded.It is this best friend of mine...so before I broke out,everything came back to normal.Here I want to really appreciate that friend for being super fast in dealing with the situation,for getting me.But this will not be the case with mottled people out there in this huge world.So there is the need for my search and it yielded.

Another thing I want to show out is I am not wrong all through this.My ideals are not at all wrong.What I stood for marks "me" and I don't want to change that.I am not wrong in my thinking.My handling is wrong.Let me work on it.But before that Now,I am here finally settled down with ME.

Started out on my journey,with my ideals and ME.

Cool,Complacent and Clever.

Harika.

 

 

Request to GOD

Dear God,

Please give me one reason to celebrate this new year.

A reason to smile again.

A reason to be me.

A reason to get on in  life.

                

Waiting for your reply.........

yours Sadly,

Harika:-(