Still Water.........

Whatever decisions I took considering everyone around me,are hurting me over and over again.I still don't know what I want.

What I want either eludes me or I have to undergo mental trauma with those I have.I couldn't decide on certain things.May be God is planning a special road for me.I want happiness.I don't want to be broken.I want to be flexible enough to accept whatever comes my way.I want myself to be, like "Still water".

Can you digest?

Maturity is the understanding you get out of your perception of people and situations around you.Its fine to have it well rounded, even as per the international standards.What if it  outgrows itself?What if the baby plant gets ready to criticize on the mother plant itself?Can you digest it?I am unable to do so.Suggest me if you can...

A Way Back!

Here I am,after exposing myself to turmoil,thinking,solitude,irritating situations,confused ideals,conflicting ideas,seclusion,loneliness  and 

a lot of thinking,thinking,thinking which practically lead to nowhere but psychologically given me a million directions to lead my LIFE.

Practically all the issues that approached me tested me in myriad possible ways.

Whether I can manage them or not is left to my patience,my attitude and ME.

 People,who were on their own ways hit me with their lives.Is it possible,you may think?But It is,surely if they are very important in your life.Another pitiful experience is being taught by all the persons on the way.As if I don't know HOW TO DEAL?

Why do you think so much???

This is the constant question I am bombarded with each and every time an issue arises.A Simple smile can skip the answering,but the inner me struggled through out and I found the answer.

It is ME.I am the answer for all this pestering.I have to deal with it.The processor in me should be interrupted when it gives unnecessary outputs.The way I speak,I give out the words to the person listening to it is the ultimate thing I have to monitor.Extra Care is required because yesterday I went on without this realization on to the brink of losing my closest friend.God, I am soaked in to an eternal silence marking the regret and the immediate need to evolve.I wanted to cry out loudly to prove that I haven't done that on purpose,to prove that I am not that narrow minded.It is this best friend of mine...so before I broke out,everything came back to normal.Here I want to really appreciate that friend for being super fast in dealing with the situation,for getting me.But this will not be the case with mottled people out there in this huge world.So there is the need for my search and it yielded.

Another thing I want to show out is I am not wrong all through this.My ideals are not at all wrong.What I stood for marks "me" and I don't want to change that.I am not wrong in my thinking.My handling is wrong.Let me work on it.But before that Now,I am here finally settled down with ME.

Started out on my journey,with my ideals and ME.

Cool,Complacent and Clever.

Harika.

 

 

Request to GOD

Dear God,

Please give me one reason to celebrate this new year.

A reason to smile again.

A reason to be me.

A reason to get on in  life.

                

Waiting for your reply.........

yours Sadly,

Harika:-(                                       

                                    

Life's Dilemmas'

Each and every person in this world, at one time or the other feels this pain.The pain in handling life as we like.The pain in accepting the unknown.The pain in anticipation.The pain in taking decision at the right hour.The pain in facing the uncertain things ahead.

Life long Friends...

"Thomas Alva Edison" and "the bulb"

Anyone can identify the relation between these words...

But have you ever heard Edison and Ford???

Yeah...

When the formal pair relates to an invention,the latter pair relates themselves as Friends!!!

Edison met Ford at a dinner where Edison was greatly impressed by Ford's car designs. His support went a long way to reach Ford's historic success in auto industry. Ford and Edison remained inseparable friends for sometime. After Ford became a wealthy industrialist, he encouraged Edison to conduct many experiments. They had their vacations and camping together. As they grew together, Ford moved in to an estate next to Edison's.Their estates were separated by a wooden fence but the gate always stood open...and became known as "The Friendship Gate". When Edison became confined to a wheel chair in his latter life, Ford who was healthy and active purchased a wheel chair for himself and together they would race across the grounds in their wheel chairs.

Such is the intensity of these life long friends. In this era of virtual networks, each one of us is devoid of friendship like this. Keep you Friendship gates open so as to welcome your dear ones in to it.

Happy Friendship Day...

Epiphany

Days so far bear witness to the fact that you will always be left with something with you, after you were through the phases of life.Take any part of your life,the thoughts it left you with,the friends it gave you,awesome persons you met on your way,the things you gathered..everything you have now and then bears the witness!

                Each and every minute of my journey, I wonder how good life is to me...as soon as I come out of the daze and depression I would be in as the result of the consequences.

           The Solution is always with in "you".

Two point Strategy

Today is very special to me for two reasons. Firstly, this is the same day I have started blogging, a favourite pursuit of mine.Secondly this is the day I celebrated my 21st birthday with all my best buddies at the party and a pour in wishes from everywhere.I am very happy to see my friends with their heartful of warm wishes pouring out for me.

Tresuring an insurmountable amount of happiness in my heart.... 





My Birthday Gifts

Awesome!!!

These days I have been to places on academic works...
Eventhough I am new to this living outside the home in wierd hostels,with wierd mates,with wierd time tables to move on...I found all this absolutely "awesome"(the word I like the most and use it carefully).
Every day,every hour,every minute made me as strong as I would be...by getting me to find the strengths of life!
I think its the people over there who brought all this change.They are really awesome.Their behaviour,lifestyle,attitude...really amazing.Not that I completly like them in all respects...but I liked their attitude!The only thing which can change everything!!!

P.S:In middle of all these thoughts also I have manged to be me:(But I aspire to be one of them while holding my virtue:)

I love this pic!

alaa modalaindi...

I never thought of writing any movie reviews in my blog...after all this blog is about me.

But this particular movie has got everything in it.

All emotions wrapped up...

"You name it It has it"

And the hero...he is very natural,a boy next door,without any make up and other extras...only concentrates on giving expression to the role...He may become next megastar if everything supports...

And the heroine...she is a pretty,girl next door,with a lot of talent to emote...

she tells that she havnt thought of becoming an actress,but she strongly can...

And the movie ..it's awesome,excellent,superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

I mean it!!!!

The movie encaptures emotions of youth these days...

But strongly recommends the truth in love,the emotional bondage u can have.(Eventhough if u r in a modern society(people say it city culture) where making-breaking is some days affair)

Truly the movie is great...not to mention The Director's efforts.She's  so awesome!

Also that today has been declared as INTERNATIONAL GIRLS DAY...

Nandini reddy added her success to this.Girls Rock.........

P.S:Revelling in the thoughts of the movie:-)

      Guys and Girls ,Go,Rock it!!!




Photo Tag:I liked this pic very much...Naani, u r so cute...