Reminiscence of A Friend

Today, as I am walking back to my home from the temple, I walked past an apartment  which I cant forget, eachtime I pass it, unconditionally my head turns up looking out for that particular home, she lives in...
A cool girl I couldn't spare to forget!
A girl who understood me completely!
A girl whose actions speak out!
A girl who can stand herself out anywhere,in any bewildering condition of hers or of surroundings!
A girl with a ......

............I think my list goes on and I want this particular post of mine as a recurring feed of mine(coz I cant forget her my lifetime) on this Gulmohar blooms, a glorious platform where my passion to write unveils...:)

Dream Vs. Daze

         I Just now read a post on "follow your dream" thing(the most common words we always here someone suggesting someone) written by a famous person on her blog.It deals with the necessity of an individual to follow his/her dream or to simply go in the conventional path everyone choose once they are out in the run for life.It dealt with the opinions of different sorts of students over the campus,also exemplifying some successful ones.But even after reading all that,I am in a daze(to choose the right one).I say this because situations are not same for everyone.Each student or an individual got his own version of life and things around him,with a completly different set of options to consider.In an attempt to satisfy all ends one may end up doing the thing he likes the least.I think this is the uncertain thread running through all the pages of life.We are here to make choices best fit to the questions hovering around us.I, myself examined several choices I have,but not in a position to leave out some coz I hate them.Unconditonally,I am making myself concentrate on that least expected thing, coz I dont wanna risk other's life concerned with us. It's like the second obstacle in realising our dream(as told in The Alchemist). 

        Having considered all the above things,after a massive mind-duel, I am here to add my decisive version of it...

" Go on,go on with what life expects,do with all your might,as long as everything around is fine, you are going to be fine."

   P.S:I know I am an amateur blogger,but I welcome any responses/comments/suggestions on my view above:)

No.....!

Huh...finally,here I am free from the tedious work of two days,

free from...

All that stress,uncertainities...

All that phone inquiries,smss,...

yeah...Its quite a demanding work,I thought of skipping it at first,

tried to show an off-handed approach

but received a complete battering of words for that,I realised some strong truth regarding this experience of mine

"If u try to skip doing something you have to

but still want that to be done, do not forget u will never be out of that without being battered."

P.S: This is regarding my experience at college for the submission of batch report:(

Life...?

I almost did't post anything for the past two months...
I think that i have been in dark

But actually I wasn't ...
I do felt like writing all the days
But I thought those r not intelligent enough to share u with
coz I am at the verge of a transforming period of my life..
probably building a cocoon over myself...


Now that,I am through the ugly phases of a catepillar and
now desparately trying to emerge as a colourful,vitrified butterfly of my favourite colours...

Fri"end"ship

This time,i'm wid

a sophisticated

&

very undermined

thing in my life.

'Fri"end"ship'

yeah....sounds simple

but it's not!

A friend is

someone u can't choose,coz der r no selections

someone u can feel their presence,wherever they may be

someone who r not designed for a mere companionship

someone you can't gossip with

someone who can make u feel transformed

someone who opens ur eyes if dey miss direction

someone with whom u can devour each and every move of life

someone who is always at ur door even if u open it or not!

& finally,a magical bond of "belief " enties dem

& "confessions" seldom exist.

Today,in the eve of friendship day,I'm here on my foot redefining things after being a victim to all the catastrophes in finding friends.

This is my day.

The day when a true realisation spuns ur heart,

you find a reason to the things bothering you,

and you find a way to boomerang them.

Now u r there with a peaceful mien on ur face,

ready to conquer the world.

Inertia

Inertia is a human attribute.

In order to stay focused and active...

be positive.

think positive.

act positive.

scatter an environment of positivity around.

find what your heart really wants.

find your way...:)

......?

Beginnings always happen.

But the one that takes u to the end

with all the accomplished objectives...

is the most cherishable one!

Challenging days ahead!

aah! after a long time!

now that everything is fine...

doing well...but there's a nagging worry

about the big days ahead of me

really demanding,

requires a completely different me!

i wanna start doing many things at a stretch

beat all those bitty bitches on the way...smiling cutely

donno whats life got for me?

but ready to face it!

what's wrong............?

You know what....

i'm really a tough person

Sometimes,

I can't understand my mood at all

What's wrong with me.....

I ll try to diagnose in all possible directions....

awfully end at nothing.....

.........seems stupid isn't it?

yeah......

That's the craziest corner of me.....!

The Inspiration behind....

My thoughts wandered across boundaries of English to find a suitable name for my blog which can express me,

my thoughts &

in anyway "the inner me".......?

As soon as I saw the first bloom of the Gulmohar this year infront of my home & the huge expanse of the tree,it was final.

and that's my blog!

It's a beginning............

I have longed till today to start a blog myself..........

And I thought it's never too late.......

And as I thought I got a very good occasion...

It's my birthday......

I know it's too late....

but still I am in my birthday dress......

after all the enjoyment...

and the buzz all around......

and here I am.....with my ultimate blog

Gulmohar blooms